Weight Watchers.

Ive realized that my blog is difficult to read because of the background and the font color. To anyone who traipses into my blog, I apologize, but I do like my background. Ill fix it later.

I have yet to figure out what to blog about, so I will just blog about myself. I have begun weight watchers. It has been three days of trying to eat only 29 points each day. Today I am hungry but afraid to eat because I dont want to go over my points. I am supposed to eat whenever I am hungry, but everything I want to eat will cost me points (fruits and veggies are free, and I already ate a nectarine). I can see how this can turn into a slippery slope that  slides right into anorexia, for some people. I dont think I could ever go that far. It is hard enough keeping myself from going to the cupboard and gorging on goldfish crackers. I could at any moment break and go for it. I just hope I can go through with this long enough to see some results. Good results. So far, I have a headache. I could go eat some of those crackers. A small handful would only be 2 points, but those points add up fast. What if I want to come home and have a larger dinner? If so, I would be thinking "Dang! I knew I shouldnt have eaten those crackers!"

It wouldnt be that big of a deal, but my mom goes crazy on me every time I cheat the system even a tiny bit. Its helpful to have that kind of.... encouragement... but it also makes me feel kind of bad. Unpositive. Negative.

Anyhow, I guess I will just keep posting on here to update about my progress. That will probably help me.